In the meanwhile, he got really into reading books. The thought of stopping his study altogether even occurred sometimes. In the third year, he chose a specialty so what if he had chosen the wrong specialty? He went back over the other specialties, but they all seemed less interesting, so his specialty was not the problem. So, without talking with someone, he went on to think a little deeper. “How can you feel that you are not in the right place when everything in your life is going well?”, they would say.

He was afraid that when he would talk about it, he would face disbelief. There was one big problem, he was afraid to talk about this feeling. He could not track it back to bad grades, boring courses, or no friends. He began to search where this feeling came from.

Nevertheless, he felt like he was not in the right place. He was getting good grades, followed interesting courses, and even became good friends with some of his fellow bioscience engineering students. The first three years of his study rapidly went by. That he would go on to study bioscience engineering didn’t surprise anyone. He based his decision on his grades and his interests as a kid: encyclopedias about animals, plants, and the Earth. One day, as an 18-year-old, he needed to decide on what he was going to study. Feeling sad because this dream was off the table, he searched for other possibilities.

Of course, he wanted to become a professional warrior, but that was impossible these days. Every day he was wondering about what he wanted to become. Once upon a time, there was a young warrior.

Book about generalists